Customer service jobs and introverts..The horror!

From all the tough jobs out there, I would probably pick the ones that require customer service, as the worst. Even cleaning stairs and floors and working at a construction seem more pleasant and way less..annoying.

You may think that I classify customer service jobs like that because I'm an introvert. Well yes that's one of the main reasons I guess. From what I've seen and heard from other introverts on the web and in my daily interractions, it does seem like most introverts have a rough time with such jobs. 

It's not a matter of shyness, bitchyness or asociality (although I do fall on all three of them at times lol). It's mostly an introversion kind of thing. 

Introverts are known to be extremely picky when it comes to those they will hang out with. We despise fake 'friendships' or interractions and we have a very hard time tolerating people and situations that overwhelm us in a negative way.

To put it simply, while an extrovert can easily put up a facade and act like they have a great time with someone they don't really like or enjoy, an introvert will very soon be exhausted by the effort to seem polite and pleasant. 

So take this effort, multiply it by 20 and add the customer service job environment.  

What will it give you?

The horror. The absolute, merciless, detestable horror. I'm not even exagerrating.

Introverts will get me. At least most of them, I think. There is a group of introverts called 'extroverted introverts' who seem to have better socialization tolerance so those people might not really relate to this. 

I work at a customer service environment. Not out of choice. But rather because I had no choice. 

The economy is very unstable and doubtful where I live, jobs shrink and shrink and shrink to a select few who have the hope of earning stable money and the amount of young unemployed people gets bigger every month. 

I had dreams about my future work life, like most of us do when we're still in school. Then crisis happened. I had to pick a profession that would guarantee me a chance of having a job in the next years. Any other doubtful choice had to fly out of the window. So I made a choice..I graduated and after a while I got this job. 

Don't get me wrong, I was more than grateful for being hired and having an income in my pocket. I still am. 

But when you are constantly forced to work on a job you neither like nor get any mental growth or joy from, there's only so much someone can take before having enough. 

Customer service jobs are my absolute working nightmare. I don't get just exhausted. 

I actually feel suffocated.

Frustrated, depressed and suffocated because I know damn well I'm not working on any of my true potential or talent.

For introverts, these jobs can do more harm than good. It can get us all worked up, bitchy, snarky and frustrated. Having to constantly perform theatrics in every single customer interraction we have, having to continuously smile like a clown just to be pleasant and always having to do your best to keep others satisfied (something I'm fast becoming allerging to), is messing up with our mood, our mental health and our life in general. 

Hence why introverts are always looking for introvert-suitable jobs. 

People all around you will constantly try to make you feel as if you *have* to try extroverted jobs or *get used to them* just because all extroverts do so as well.

Don't listen to other people's advices unless you actually feel that they are genuinely helpful for your mental health and life. 

Don't pretend. If a work environment feels too much or a bit too ''toxic'' for you, then that's your bright neon red sign that you need to get out as fast as you can.

Are you stuck there for obligatory financial, emotional or family reasons? Then try to come up with quirky ideas to escape and quietly and secretly plan your escape in your mind before you make any decision. 

Our lives are short. The least we can do is to make sure they are well lived. And by 'well lived' I don't mean the extrovert conventional stereotype that wants people to be out wasting themselves drinking and doing a bunch of other weird stuff just to 'feel' something. 

People can give you advices on how to live your life as much as they want, but in the end, the only way to live your life well is the one that fulfills you, not them. So make sure to live your life to your greatest and fullest, doing things you love and enjoy.

Your mental health and harmony is way more important than any work ''experience''. 



~A reader lives a thousand lives before he dies. The man who never reads, lives only one.~

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Some fantastic INTP related aesthetics that fully capture the INTP personality.

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The INTP nerdy girl..

So we're in the realm of female INTPs and their geeky nature.

There are a lot of misconceptions about INTPs in general, mainly created and perpetuated by web users with little to no actual knowledge of how INTP minds function. They tend to call us robots, mean, cold,etc..

The thing about this prejudice is that it's almost always shared by those personalities that are naturally very emotional. 

Overly emotional people are nice and kind and warm and all that good stuff but they also tend to be extremely judgemental and pushy when it comes to people who are not like them. 

To put it simply, emotional types do not 'get' the rational ones. Our inability to expose and express feelings in public and in an 'extreme' way confuses and scares them. Hence the so called stereotypes about INTPs and INTJs being like 'unfeeling robots'. 

This is quite frankly both offensive and annoying. And it has to stop..because if rationals shouldn't shame emotional types about their overly emotional reactions..why can emotional types shame rationals for not being able to openly express their feelings??? Double standards much??

INTPs are not robots. We have feelings just as much as everyone else does. The difference in us, is that we do not openly express them. 

Yes we might be happy,depressed,anxious or excited about something..but NO we won't show you that by bursting to tears at the first emotional trigger or be all smileys and goofy like expressions and NO we won't sit with you for hours to discuss why we feel what we feel and what caused it or how you can help with it. 

In fact, we barely share our feelings even with our own family members. We might occasionally share some bits with our closest people but it's still not in the way other types share their feelings. For instance we may, in most cases, share our feelings with our people but only the positive/safe ones or will only reveal certain parts of them, parts that we feel safe and comfortable sharing with them.

So in most cases, INTP females, just like all INTPs, will naturally prefer to write their thoughts or even feelings down to some notepad or type them out to their little pc diary (I've done that many times), or use a specific code language for their real diary, so that nobody else will be able to peek into it if they try. (Also done that, I've actually used numerical code language to keep a real diary and can still do so if I want to have one). 

INTP females just like INTJ ones, are not your 'typical females'. We don't pay too much attention to details about us such as our make-up (something that is rarely used by INTP females anyway), our dress code or even hairstyles.

That doesn't mean that INTP females go around like freaks. Both I and a few other INTP females I've met have their own unique style. I usually go for the natural look for example and choose to wear geeky/nerdy/preppy clothes or casual/sporty. Basically I wear whatever I like, I don't have a limit but those are my favorite types of clothing and I wear them as much as I can. 

But I won't spend even 10 minutes of my life for make up or hairstyling. I won't bother with that stuff and I will rarely visit the hairdresser. If I want to cut off my hair I usually do it on my own or tell a family member to do it for me. 

INTP females also don't like typical conversation topics and chit chats about celebs, make up, clothes, gossip or even guys. 

Like the INTP males, we like talking about intriguying topics, books, movies, ideas and anything that might be interesting to us or a problem that needs solutions..basically anything that is exciting and stimulating for our brains because our brains and our minds are our basic sources of organising our lives. We spend hours upon hours just being in our heads, analyzing stuff, learning new things and coming up with strange new concepts. So anything that stimulates our brains in a positive way will be a perfect topic for us and will most likely engage us into the conversation for a long amount of time.

We tend to get toddler-like excited about our interests.

Parties, clubs, cliche posh dates and dances are a nightmare for us. 

Overly emotional situations and reactions make us very stressed and anxious. We can barely handle our own emotions, why do people seem to think we can handle theirs?

Touchy people are also annoying for us because we get cuddly and touchy only with those we really trust and love and with those we are very close to..not just with any 'friend' or peer. You have to be a lot more than that to make us reciprocate your touchy habits willingly. 

We love studying and learning new things..not because we are arrogant 'I know it all's' who want to impress older people or a teacher or anything..in fact, we are fully aware that we don't know everything, mainly because our learning process teaches us that no matter what we have learned so far, there's always much more to be learned.

So we never get too 'sure' about what we know, we always look for more, learn more, research for more. 

So don't be freaked our by the fact that some people actually like studying. We are not very good or disciplined when it comes to obligatory studies, which is why INTPs are phenomenically not very 'productive' with their school lessons and teachers usually seem to be like ''but he/she has so much potential..if only he/she wasn't so lazy/withdrawn/distracted''. I always got that during my school years. Every single teacher used to say that to my parents. I always tended to study a lot with things outside of the school's lessons but would only study for school during the last minute, procrastinating madly and avoiding boring lessons and tests. 

The main thing people need to understand about female INTPs, is that for them to be engaged into any sort of activity with others, it is imperative and unavoidable for others to first learn to accept our different and slightly 'odd' (compared to other females at least), personalities.

Unless you make a genuine effort to know us and accept us the way we are, without judging or trying to 'heal' us, like many people seem to do, we will never ever be able to trust and allow you to be in our circle. 

~A reader lives a thousand times before he dies. The man who never reads, lives only one.~